Stand tall, stand proud. Voices that care when you're crying out loud. All 31 of us care as 1... Written on our class board. Yes we do. Cheer up guys. Come on... She went a bit overboard this time. But afterall, she's human. [that's no assumption] As in, she shouldn't have pinpointed people out. That's so damn freaking hurting. And what chain reaction... come on, we're humans. we've got feelings. When people start crying, we feel like crying too. As in.. the atmosphere is so damn down. And for goodness sake, saying "chain reaction" is like hurting another innocent soul. >.< and yeah. I dunno. But she's got her point there about us not respecting her as what she said was pretty much true. Sigh. I dunno. Just cheer up everyone. When i see people crying, I felt like crying too... and I did. Just after she said chain reaction. i just can't take it anymore. She's driving people up the wall. It's so damn unfair for them. What a nice thing to say "smart ass". It's such a bad word to say. You can scold, I don't mind. But the whole point of scolding is for us to learn and change in't it? Not feeling bad about ourselves... Sigh. I don't know. As in, yes, you scolded us. I'm perfectly fine with that. But how can you like.... say such hurting things? I don't care if you swear. But I still like you a lot... I don't know why. I'm not making any sense now so I should just stop and drop dead.

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3:23 AM [[leafe, the ultimate source of life]]

  Had French test today. I'm so sure i'm gonna get another new lowest score.... >.< So far my lowest is 12.5.... >.< I confirm the most get 12.5 for this test liao. So I'm so so so so so dead. sigh. shall not talk about sad things. Sigh. Oh yeah. During French today, we did this poem. I thought it was very sweet. The contracting of scopes... Sigh. It's just so sweet.

[forgot the title liao.. hehe... sorry :P]

J'ai regardé devant moi
Dans la foule je t'ai vue
Parmi les blés je t'ai vue
Sous un arbre je t'ai vue [...]

L'été l'hiver je t'ai vue
Dans ma maison, je t'ai vue
Entre mes bras je t'ai vue.
Dans mes rêves je t'ai vue[...]

Yeah. very sweet. so here's the translation. My french very the bad lah. So please tolerate k? haha

I saw before me.
In the crowd, I saw you.
Among the wheat, I saw you.
Under a tree, I saw you.

Summer, Winter, I saw you.
In my house, I saw you.
In my arms, I saw you.
In my dreams, I saw you.

SWEET! haha
c'est tout. Au revoir!
Bises,
zhez

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5:38 AM [[leafe, the ultimate source of life]]

  Sheesh. Revising french now! ARGH! I dunno about the duree thingy at all! It's so damn hard lor! keep on mixing up between pendant and depius. le and en. what the hell.... argh. so many hmwk summore. still have to learn php. haven't touched it for like what 3 days??? man. I'm going to the drains. Rotting is a good way to die though. at least others will remember the grossiness and it'll haunt them for years. hehe. goodie. right. i haven't done any hmwk during this whoooolllle weekend. mom's like "play piano! then do ur maths! then do ur french!" ARgh... I'm so pissed! yeah fine.

I'm still so fed up by loy. She thinks what? it's so damn nice of her to go "tsk tsk" and shake her head at you right? damn it. then she'll go i expected better of this class you know. >.< yeah. right. as if. And for goodness sake lahz. if you wanna scold us, scold in english. not french! damn you. and if you wanna scold in french, please scold faster. Don't let me catch it or i'll roll my eyes at you again. f...

i'm so stessed. shall go revise french again. must prove to her that even without listening in her class, we can do very well too... seriously, i never listened more than 5 mins in her class before. I'll be dozing off if i listened more. sheesh. must do very very very well this time... hmph! Oh yeah. And thanks Mike for hosting moi. Haha. I'll try to make it a graphics heavy site then. Hehe. But'll still keep it to the typical ones. haha.

c'est tout! au revior!

bises,
zhez

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11:34 PM [[leafe, the ultimate source of life]]

  sigh. so long never blog liao. many things happened recently. first of all. i was kicked from el. but seriously, i hack care about it. cause i've alredy lost interest in that puny little site. and yeah josh. He was such a disappointment. As in yeah.. I watched El grow from such a little site till now. at least got some feelings right. and he just kicked me off like that... :'( fine then. we'll see who's better. HMPH!

I shan't talk about him anymore. Makes my blood boil. Yeah. Failed chinese test. FAILED! like what? 22/50??? and there are people getting 42???!!??! WTF!! It's not as if i dunno how to do or anything lor... sigh.

I decided to work on templates now. As in host more people's blogs. Sigh. Why? Cause i'm too bored. Yeah. And I wanna brush up on my skills. Right. Shall get going with Lizheng's poster then. Yeah. OH. Anybody who needs a blog or wanna change a host can tell me. I'll host ya. That's all. Bye!

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2:39 AM [[leafe, the ultimate source of life]]

  Now playing: My immortal

Special dedication for Lihsia. Happy Valentines to her :D:D

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2:50 AM [[leafe, the ultimate source of life]]

  Got back from school. so damn tired. dun wanna go school tomorrow! There's french and we gonna get our french papers back. Oh no... I'm just so dead. And I haven't even finished my four ideas yet. Shit. How am I supposed to hand it up by tomorrow?!??!?!? Sigh. I guess I'll have to sulk in my little gloomy corner. bye guys. have a bit of sunshine!

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6:57 AM [[leafe, the ultimate source of life]]

  WTF!! I mean..... ARGH!!! Read it and you'll know what i mean. Fuck you! WTH.... AR!!!!!!!!

*** I like Chinese
*** from Monty Python's Contractual Obligation Album
*** transcribed from tape 11/16/87 Daniel Rich

(spoken)
The world today is absolutely cracked.
With nuclear bombs to blow us all sky high.
There's fools and idiots sitting on the trigger.
It's depressing, and it's senseless, and that's why...

(singing)
I like chinese,
I like chinese,
They only come up to you knees,
Yet they're always friendly and they're ready to to please.

I like chinese,
I like chinese,
There's nine hundred million of them in the world today,
You'd better learn to like them, that's what I say.

I like chinese,
I like chinese,
They come from a long way overseas,
But they're cute, and they're cuddly, and they're ready to please.

I like chinese food,
The waiters never are rude,
Think the many things they've done to impress,
There's maoism, taoism, eging and chess.

I like chinese,
I like chinese,
I like their tiny little trees,
Their zen, their ping-pong, their ying and yang-eze.

I like chinese thought,
The wisdom that Confusious taught,
If Darwin is anything to shout about,
The chinese will survive us all without any doubt.

So, I like chinese,
I like chinese,
They only come up to you knees,
Yet they're wise, and they're witty, and they're ready to please

Wo, I chumba run,
Wo, I chumba run,
Wo, I chumba run,
Ne hamma, Ne hamma, Ne hamma chi chen.

I like chinese,
I like chinese,
They're food is guaranteed to please,
A fourteen, a seven, a nine and li-chese

I like chinese,
I like chinese,
I like their tiny little trees,
Their zen, their ping-pong, their yin and yang-eze

I like chinese,
I like chinese,
(fade out....)



PISS OFF!

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8:55 AM [[leafe, the ultimate source of life]]